rambling...

Hello everyone.. So I know it's been awhile but here it is.. My kids are back in school, our family is going through highs and lows. We've had to like many americans in this day and age has had to TIGHTEN our belts. And at the WORST possible time I'm thinking about going back to school to be a veterinarian tech. Not only is it a bad time moneywise but I've got a 15 y/o who will also start college soon and she doesn't want a "cheap" school she's looking at ivy league, like harvard, bowdoin and such, AND she wants to be a doctor. I'm so proud of her. She's on the field hockey team, robotics team, and honor student. But she demands SO MUCH of herself.

As for me my life is going through so many changes. my youngest is now in school, i've been a stay at home for the last 8 years and I think I'm going through a midlife crisis. I just have NO IDEA what to do with myself or even completely who I AM as an individual my identity has been so wrapped up with my kids and husband. So now I'm going through a few growing pains (feeling mildly like a teen again). My husband is great when I try to explain it. And he's all for me going back to school. oh well I need to do stuff around the house.. so more later...